I feel a little frustrated. I feel like the things that I want to happen are moving to slow. On top of that I went out last night, came home very late and still woke up early in the morning? My body needs rest. I don't know why I keep fighting it sometimes. I think it can take a toll on my moods. The strange thing about me is that Im almost always thinking. Maybe even over thinking. Especially when my mind is on a creative high. I have lots of ideas but I sometimes dont always know how to get started. Its like my mind doesn't sleep. Im always thinking about the next thing, like I a have to be 2 steps ahead.
And then theres life. Always wondering how it will pan out? Whats going to happen next? Will I be able to survive? Will I be a success? What about money? What about a house? Will I get married? WHERE THE HECK DO ALL THESE QUESTIONS COME FROM? QUESTIONS QUESTIONS QUESTIONS!!! At a time like this some people would opt to smoke there nerves away. What do I do? Buy some biscuits, a chocolate bar and a coke! And dont forget the burger and chips on top of that!
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I can relate to the overthinking thing. Even when I'm drifting off to sleep, I see and have conversations with people I've never met before in my life. I drift back to consciousness wondering WTF, who are they? I've just put it down to my bipolar mind. Do u get that?
I think I know what you mean. Are the people you mentioned actually with you or is this only happening in that sort of dream state?
I think that with me when Im falling asleep I may start laugh at a joke that wasnt even made then suddenly wake up thinking "why on earth was I just laughing?" Sound crazy but its hard to explain. It did start to worry me for a while.
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