QUESTIONS

Will I ever get better? Is it still possible to to get some peace in here? Will I ever defeat fear? Will I ever be comfortable with myself again? Will I ever be able to lead a near enough "normal life"? Will I ever get married? Despite all the mental mayhem can I still persue my dreams? Will I continue to be in financial hardship? Will all this expiate my sins? Will I ever have kids? Will I ever be able t suport myself with ease? Will I ever find a wife? Lets just hope the future starts getting bright real soon INSHALLAH!!!

AN ALTERNATIVE TO ANTIDEPRESSENT MEDICATIONS PERHAPS?

Im not saying that this is the answer to my prayers, but anythings worth a try right?

CITALOPRAM TAKE 2...

I think Iv been on citalopram for almost two weeks. I don't know if there helping me or not. But I feel awful! It was bearable for a couple of days then after that, not so good. I want to get off them but thats what Ive done in the past. This time I'm trying to stay committed to them. It could be that Im just experiencing side effects which may go away after my body gets used to it in its system. This is what a friend told me, who is also on the same medication. I cant believe how drowsy the meds have been making me feel. And on top of that I get extremely hungry. These meds really make me feel worse. Almost like the exact same feelings I had when I first experienced depression and anxiety. Not good. I fel asleep on the tills at work this week(could also be due to the fact I went out to a club two days before and didnt sleep till 11am the next day. Man im not as young as I used to be.). I couldent help myself. Usualy Im able to shake off the tired feeling and get on with it. But not this time.
I was even ment to go see a mate today but over slept, then jumped back into bed again. And Im still in my work clothes! I thought these meds were ment to help!?
Now I remember the reason why I failed to continue with my other antidepressants in the first place.