That strange feeling.

Man. I don NOT like anxiety. Not in the slightest. Or any type of worrying for that matter. It can make me feel strange and is amazing(not in a good way)the kind of effect it can have on your body. I haven't felt like this in a while. Like I've said in the past, its so easy to forget about the 'madness' when your life seems to be running smoothly. The slightest change in life can make the smallest tasks a bit of a struggle. I had to pray a little just to calm my nerves. I always forget what a positive feeling it can bring. Bad anticipation is a bitch!!!!!! How does a laid back guy all of a sudden learn how to worry?? It shouldn't make sense. But it is what it is.

Procrastination

I really have to learn to kick this habit in the butt. But its like crack. (I just took a second glance at what I wrote and read BUTT CRACK. Its not that funny but it made me smile.)

Feeling a little weird

I dont know what it is but I do feel a little nuts. Maybe its a small dose of random anxiety. Whatever it is its strange and not very nice at the moment. It could be that Im really tired. I dont know. Had a couple of random thoughts of me just wanting to scream. I think I may need to get me some rest. Im just remebering how a couple of days ago I felt so calm and relaxed. Like I was at peace. But no two days can be the same.