Anxious and broke

Man I have been away from this blog for a while. Every time Ive had the urge to write, there's been a family member around.

I'm feeling a bit anxious because Im trying to find a job. Ive just enquired about doing a market stall and for some reason feel a strangely anxious. I think its more that Im broke than anything else. I need money. My family need money. I need to move out. Im getting on my families nerves and vice versa. Oh yes and I have very little money. I know, I know, appreciate what you little you have. And I honestly do. But its just sucks being poor . Especially for this long.

Right. I have to find a way to calm this anxiety ASAP. Its feels like the kind I've had in the past and thats not good.

Isnt it strange when you go through a feeling of normality for a very long while and forget that you have a problem and then WHAM, it comes back?! Not good. Not good at all!