That strange feeling.

Man. I don NOT like anxiety. Not in the slightest. Or any type of worrying for that matter. It can make me feel strange and is amazing(not in a good way)the kind of effect it can have on your body. I haven't felt like this in a while. Like I've said in the past, its so easy to forget about the 'madness' when your life seems to be running smoothly. The slightest change in life can make the smallest tasks a bit of a struggle. I had to pray a little just to calm my nerves. I always forget what a positive feeling it can bring. Bad anticipation is a bitch!!!!!! How does a laid back guy all of a sudden learn how to worry?? It shouldn't make sense. But it is what it is.